Letting go

Tomorrow is officially my first day back at work. Since it is a Friday, I took the day of, so I can start afresh on Monday. I have been at home with my baby for over five months. I live and breathe him. Yesterday we've visited daycare for a few hours, in order for Flyn to get accustomed to the new surroundings. I got to stay, thank God! Tommorow he's going for his second time, I am supposed to leave. It is sooooo hard to let go of my sweet boy, even for a few hours. My heart bleeds, but I know he'll be okay. I will be too, once it settles.